I always cursed my life … With anxiety and fury that I couldn’t hold back … and hatred … But when I stopped and looked up at the sky, I realized how small I was and an infinite world spread before me … A sunbeam illuminated my significant form. It was as if a kind of shower of light washed away my sins. For the first time in my life, I’ve felt grateful to have been born. I felt blessed … at the very end … I was finally able to forgive myself. Good bye … my loved ones.